I’m in a much better place this week. Last week I had
what can only be described as a meltdown. I wasn’t myself and I was barely
functioning on a daily basis. Dealing with what feels like hundreds of people
around me who are pregnant right now has been overwhelming. I have known for
several years now that I would struggle to get pregnant but I think that there
was always this tiny part of me that felt like it would happen anyway and that
despite everything I would be a lucky one.
I think I am starting to feel better about this though
and beginning to come to terms with it. I have found it quite easy to take the
myo-inositol this week – I find it notoriously hard to take any form of
supplement and was worried that this would be the case this time as well. Luckily
it hasn’t.
Here’s to this new mind set lasting a while longer J
On another note...I am super excited because my sister is having her baby today!! Can't wait to meet him!
I know how difficult this can be. I had a friend who started TTC last month and is pregnant this month....ooooo jealous! I am glad you are doing okay with it all and congrats on the new nephew!!
ReplyDeleteHi from ICLW (#38)! We are all allowed frequent meltdowns when surrounded by fertiles! Be kind to yourself, you're defo allowed to hurt. Good luck with the new nephew!
ReplyDeleteHi from ICLW! Thanks for visiting my blog. Stay strong and try to keep your chin up with everything. I know, way easier said than done!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment on my blog!
ReplyDeleteI am glad you are feeling better! I find there are some weeks that are just rough...and if I'm gentle with myself I usually feel better soon after. Congratulations on your nephew!!